Say goodbye and go.

February 17, 2011 § Leave a comment

I have been so intensely happy lately, that it only make sense that I would have to come down to earth occasionally. And tonight, I was just minding my own business. Listening to Owen. Writing in my journal.

I wasn’t bothering anybody. I was happy. Smiling even.

But I guess it was time to cut these ties anyway. Walk away before all my self respect was lost. Say goodbye respectfully, before my heart learned how to be mean back.

It’s just sad to witness first hand, that kindness isn’t alway reciprocated. And some friendships are bad for you, no matter how much you care. And at the end of the day, you have to stop looking out for other people, and make some room for yourself.

Sometimes, you have to just say goodbye.

And mean it.

And turn around, before you have a chance to change your mind.

Sometimes, you have to be so happy you could scream. And then cry so hard that it’s frightening.

It proves that you’re alive.

I’m alive.

Things making me Happy this week:
Yok Yok. Hello Kitty thank you presents. New underwear. Making great money. Spending too much. Holly’s birthday. Dancing with dad. Valentine’s from two people. Laughing with JShea. Two weeks. GH. Sleeping in. Long hair.

Something will always make me smile.

Promise.

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Hello

February 14, 2011 § Leave a comment

My name is Heather Joy Kress.

And I am in lovelovelove.

With the world.

February 8, 2011 § Leave a comment

Things making me Happy today:

minions. chocolate peanut butter hearts. panera bread. leaving work earlyyy. admirers. napping. >^..^< mouse teeth. always laughing. old friends. john shea. online shopping. new digi cam.

love.

anticipation.

can’t sleep.

February 6, 2011 § Leave a comment

things to make a girl like me happy today:

brothers. seeing my niece kick. written on the body’s millionth read through. the invention of lying. pugs and kittens. father. wearing a dress. burritos. snow storms. naps. long hair. weezy. no work. buffy bowl. cousin’s friends wanting to get it. laughing always. southall. love. yok yok. california anticipationnnnn. tattoo removal research (love/hate). nanny’s wedding ring. birthday mix from johnny.

❤ smile people. someone's watching.

waa.

February 4, 2011 § Leave a comment

Sometimes when shitty things happen, I am able to realize, that I have some really amazing people in my life. Like my mother, who offered to buy me my purse back. Or my friend Jason, who searched the internet for Hello Kitty wallets for me to buy. Or my friend John, who texted me immediately to find out what was up. Or Brian, who offered to let me borrow his car.

And for now, I feel both bummed out and happy at the same time.

If that makes sense.

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February 2, 2011 § Leave a comment

I feel neither here nor there today. So I will keep quiet tonight.

But it’s not all so bad…

Things making me happy today:
Bruno. Tegan. Yahtzee work night. Sneezing. Californication. GH. Independence.

Tomorrow, I am going to wake up. And shut off my phone.

And just be silent. For a whole day.

Night.

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